Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Friendzzz

Don't take anything for granite, friendship can be over before you can even see or understand whats going on. Now me and my best friend got into a huge fight, well it was actually me really mad at her, and she didn't no what to do at all. See the rule for best friends don't date friends exes, especially if they still like that guy.  Even though my friend new that rule, she still broke it and it really pissed me off! I mean we were getting so close and we hung out like every day, and she was like one of my closes friends ever! Then I heard this, anger pulsed throw me so fast, I started to cry because i just felt like an idiot, for trusting her, and i was the last one to find out! Erg i seriously hate when that happens. So right when i find out and anger is pulsing throw me, I see them together at the park. I seriously wanted to punch her face out! I was over anger, I felt so overwhelmed, I couldn't gather my thoughts to much was going throw. So we walked by I didn't want to say anything knowing that instead of words I would be screaming at her. So we walked along, then she comes along yelling my name. I didn't no if i could contain myself so my friend talk to her, and explained whats going on.....( i still don't no what she said to her) then my friend came and we continued walking along.  Later on, I was being nice to her, but i was still really upset and she knew that I wasn't over it at all. Later on, on msn we started talking and I explained to her how I felt and she explained that she didn't want to hurt his feelings etc. I just wish she talked to me about before like full on so we could avoid this happening. Anyways rite when I was writing I forgive her and I didn't want a lying cheating boy to ruin our friendship she logged off. 10 mins later she's at more door, and we hug each other and both of us crying but i hid it better then she did. Everything is resolved now. ( well i hope lol) Just I don't ever want a boy to get in between a really good friendship ever again, especially me and her, our friendship is to close to let a stupid guy to get in the way. Next we will talk about it before we make any decisions. (LOL) Anyways just don't let anything get in between good friend ships, it hurts way to much, and she feel the lose of the other person so quickly and you already miss them. 

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